i need to rant and rave.

i feel like dying, i have SO SO SO much studying to do now. parents think i am not studying, makes me very very angry when they say that, makes it even worse when i try and study after that. if i get bad results, i will DIE. i am really trying, but they say i am not. i really dont know what i should do sometimes. i mug at night, when they're asleep! but they say all i do is laze around. like whatlah. sometimes, i just want to run away, and never come back.

postedited.

i am tired, of putting up an act.

well, i guess its just me.

this made me feel better.

bye.