yes, i noe. i've been updating my blog the whole week can! and not studying . YES I NOE. ((: hahahas. anyways, today was kinda boring LA. i had tuition the whole day and i woke up super early. FOR NOTHING. i was suppose to go for tuition but then my tutor said i COULDNT come cos no space. ok, i admit. i had missed the first lesson at 8.30am. but there was another at 10.30am. so she dint allow me to come. so i was at home till 12.30. anyways, chem and physics were per normal. boring + fun LA. hahahas. so during the break, me and julia were talking about the old times. i miss them so man. i would give anything to have the other 2 back into our lives. the once 6 of us are left with 4. 2 just gone like that. =( how i regret all those times we argued and disliked one another. im really regretting it now. i miss all those boob hitting, butt hitting, hornying around, being BHB and all. =x i miss them so. in a niche of TIME, everything just passed and things are NO MORE the same. i miss them dearly. no to forget, the boys too. although the impact is not as great but still, i miss those times where we would all watch movies together, quarrelling about the little things like what movie to watch. i MISS it so much. =/ well, i cant do anything now. lets lead our own lives. from close friends to HI-BYE friends. sigh. i wanna really apologise. )= partly, i agree it was my fault. it takes 2 hands to clap. well, whats done is done. nth can change it. this is what i did. i must face the consequences now. =/ i noe the meaning of TIME. how i miss last year too. not only because of these things. but also in NOV where i had FREEDOM, where i was allowed to go out till late. how i missed those days. i wanna bring back NOV. or last year. beginning of the year. but i cant. you can nvr bring back TIME. =/ anyways, talking about this is certainly depressing. so lets talk about CG. CG was great. we learnt how to disciple others. i am really excited about these few weeks of CG as we get to learn on how to disciple, so that i can teach others in my school and be sure that im teaching the right thing. ((: hahahas. 2mrw we're gonna have a prayer conference before COMBINE. i pray a revival in the adult service. let us shine for God there! x) 2mrw i have church early, so im gonna tuck in soon. so chaos! (+ slp tight.

don't bother me.
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