heys. ((: decided to blog today. my blog maybe ransacked in a few days time. people whom say i have somehow interferred with the probelm will come and tag nasty stuff and scold me and stuff. really dun care LA. lotsa things has happened. haix. i FEEL depressed! dunno why man. i am not myself anymore! totally changed gerl. missed those old innocent primary school days. sigh- whats happening. i need a shoulder to cry on, need a person who i can talk too, a person who would always be there for me. somethings i cant explain. i noe, many frens are here for me. but why, why why??? i question myself? why this, why that. i cannot take the pain in my heart anymore. i think i can listen to friends problems, not bad LA. i like solving them and making them happy too. i really dunno what i am gonna do with myself? how to solve my own problems. i HATE 2C. giving me so much problem. they think they are the best. i always feel like crying everytime a teacher complains, everytime someone says good remarks bout the class. i dunno why, but i just feel as if this class does not need the compliments. they take things as though it is free. do you noe, how much money the class owes me and joyce. over 40 bucks kays. did we ever complain! NO! we paid all with our own money. only now we just started collecting cos we feel we cant fork out anymore money for this class. PLEASE DUN TAKE THINGS FOR GRANTED! mood swings, lotsa things running through my mind LA. can't think straight. cant concentrate. where are you? i need someone. hu are you. i hope i find you soon. i hope i can relate to someone. how i hope everything was like primary school days. none of these problems! i feel damn fuck shitified. sigh- i really need someone to trust! :x friends, hu are reading this, thanks for being there for me. just feeling really down and stuff LA. thanks for asking, thanks for everything, i really love you guys lots. you guys have always brightened up my day, trying to make me happy and stuff. really thank you guys!! love ya ta the lil bittle bits! dunno what the world will be like without friends! thanks guys. hmmm, not in the mood 2mrw have chinese test. hope i pass. -cross fingers- have been slacking. I NEED TO GO BACK TO STUDYING. kays, i really feel like shit NOW! nuthing to say. byes.

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