haix. i am beggining to learn how to start with that word. its like the only word everyone is using these days. depressioin is affecting those who are young too!! i mean a teenageer's suppose to enjoy life as we are young and stuff but wad? wads happening. i am hearing many problems, many ppl. i tink i have problems too but not serious ones. but some ppl, sigh. realli. guys out there, to my friends, dun take things too seriously, all you have to do is to talk things out with ppl. please dun gif up studying or living!! i mean, its just a period where everyone goes through. anyways, to all ma friends, there are ppl out there hu cares bout you, dun gif up!!! X) kays, these few days, alot of ppl tell me they are sad and stuff. a real pity. i mean, its the hols!! why are u sad!! i am not. i guess, there are really having alot more probs manx. guys, be happy!! X) erms, hmmm. i am gonna be station master for the amazing race!! hehes. so fun!! excited sia. haahs. i gonna be at a hindhu temple. so cool. yesterday i go see!! wah!!! damn nice lor. i learn alot of things!! X) hehes. so fun!! hiya, 2mrw got netball. den haf to go collect shirt lors. kays, me in a hyper mood now!! going to friendster!! X)dun tink will be posting any lyrics!! hehes. kays, bye bye! X)changed my mind at 8.20. sighs, feeling sucky!!! damn lar. hmmm. anyways, just edited this thingy.

torn
I thought I saw a man brought to life
He was warm, he came around like he was dignified
He showed me what it was to cry
Well you couldn’t be that man I adored
You don’t seem to know, don’t seem to care what your heart is for
But I don’t know him anymore
There’s nothing where he used to lie
My conversation has run dry
That’s what’s going on, nothing’s fine I’m torn

I’m all out of faith, this is how I feel
I’m cold and I am shamed lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed into something real
I’m wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
You’re a little late, I’m already torn

So I guess the fortune teller’s right
Should have seen just what was there and not some holy light
To crawl beneath my veins and now
I don’t care, I have no luck, I don’t miss it all that much
There’s just so many things that I can’t touch, I’m torn

I’m all out of faith, this is how I feel
I’m cold and I am shamed lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed into something real
I’m wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
You’re a little late, I’m already torn. torn.

There’s nothing where he used to lie
My inspiration has run dry
That’s what’s going on, nothings right, I’m torn

I’m all out of faith, this is how I feel
I’m cold and I am shamed lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed into something real
I’m wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
I’m all out of faith, this is how I feel
I’m cold and I’m ashamed bound and broken on the floor
You’re a little late, I’m already torn

don't bother me.
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