aRloE,hMmm. nEvEr blog a long long in a long long time lor. ok, anyways, today, its a new begginning of our friendship! (= ok, for the past 2 months or so, we've been avoiding joycelyn lor. hiya, but now we are OK! yeah. so happy!! (= hahas. finally free. but not dat free. sighs. life is quite sian. i everyday come home play gunbound till sianx. anyways, we celebrated all the july babies netballers burfdae last trng. play with cake, throw here throw there. like siao. den still never clean up lor. always play with cake i sure get dirtied la. den dirty den sianx. hiya. i dunno y i just cant let out all ma true feelings lor. it feels like hiya. i got like no one to confide in lor. hiya. den rte, sometimes i feel that i wanna go back to st.margs, sometimes i dont. wad will it be like i think to myself. den like hiya. ppl say this ppl say that, think i am not hurt? ya can say i used to it already but actually i dont think they noe wad i am actually thinking lor. so sianx. hiya. dunno wad to do? dunno wad ot say.. hurmph. jus feel so dumbshit! tts y now i use the name dumbshit. its equal to being dumb and in shit. hiya. all i can do is pray and seek the face of God. i really wish and pray so much that i am closer to God. and i realli thank wendy last sundaew for praying for me at the altar call. its like hmm.. i felt the holy spirit in church and it was a nice feelin. anyways, i evangelised to Daryl today and like he sort of anyhow reply me but i really think he is the one i should bring to either chc or st. hilda's. he wanna go chc so i go with him and joalin lor. it would be great that we all can become christians. anyways, 2mrw gonna study the bible with joalin lor. hiya. i feel like i am so cham. u noe i needa stick to God's word and be led by the holy spirit. anyways, maybe 2mrw i pray with joalin bahx, bout the group thingy lor. hiya. ok tts all nites and byes! (=

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