i've been doing a lot of blog reading.

it's making me all emo. (: HAHA.

so anyway, i guess many of us are like in this weird teenage life crisis. its like sometimes you just feel like rebelling and running away from all the new problems you are facing, but you know you shouldn't and can't. i know that facing a problem is really hard, but once you've faced it, everything will be alright. to all you christian friends out there, trust God. He will guide you all the way. BUT, first you will really have to surrender everything to Him. i know that i didn't surrender everything once, i left a little bit of un-surrendering(if that's what it's called) and wanted to do certain things my way. but after i did, its like a really unexplainable thing. many times we may think that, we surrendered everything to God, but yet we still want to do things our way. i guess we all have many things to learn. (:

on the way back on the bus, i was listening to the planetshaker's song I Surrender, in their Never Stop album. its a good good song :D i know that you will never have the strength to continue w/o God.

My life i lay down,

my heart and my soul.

Lord i surrender,

i give you my all .

Every Part of my life lord,

is yours and yours alone.

Every beat of my heart its yours,

i surrender to you,

i surrender to you.

you deserve each other(: